Tuesday, 9 June 2020

COVER UP INTO MARRIAGE

Sunday, Monday, 23 March 2020   10:21 PM Draft 3   Case Arguments

 

                                                COVER UP INTO MARRIAGE

 

Introduction

 

I have kept the essay written in 2013 as being the first draft of this same essay where I am complaining about the same issues this time as existed at an earlier date, I have already mentioned many issues before and in the past. The organisation wants to dismiss anything and everything I say at present and in the past and insist on having their own story in place.  They insist on being heard and in control of events.

  

The Issue


They are constantly driving one mad over marriage, insisting on marriage and pressuring me into an arrange marriage. The are just poised to argue over marriage, demanding that I get married, or they will force one to lose everything in life to forget about one’s life. They are making sure that I have nothing and nobody in life, warning one to get married first then I can have a life then everyone will talk to one everyone will like one.

 

They argue that I can have everything in life once I get married or they will just continue to insane one.  They are using implants to waste one to make sure that I have problems with everything I do in life and everyone. Their conspiracy, there presence, enables them to act against one. They are deemed to be insane they just go mental over marriage insisting shouting being angry and very hostile wanting to argue and speak for everyone in there demands off marriage.

 

They are brainwashing one, forcing this whole situation to be about marriage, not their presence or implants or use of implants, but marriage. They argue that this all goes on because they want one married, implying they have power or are big and everyone is bending to that demand. They refuse to get out of my head, and refuse to leave my head alone and will continue to drive one insane until I agree with marriage.

 

Insanity

 

They are covering up from all case arguments and brainwashing one into marriage, the constant pressure to get married is driving one sick and they mean to drive me insane, and are always looking to attack my head, they are after ones head, and it is that which I have to prove. I have to prove they have conspired to drive one insane. They are covering up by forcing this to be about marriage and constantly going on about marriage, not allowing me to know my own mind or thoughts or to consider things or to know anything else.

 

Insanity can be given by their presence in one’s head,  one has to live with them all in one’s head, there mind games to the pressure they put on one with their constant arguments against one, where they just like to argue in one’s head all time, and refuse to argue in trial or via email.

 

They want to argue over one thing after another, repeatedly, every day of one’s life throughout my life and over whatever one is doing at that time or what ever is Important at that time. They will continue to argue until I go mad or until they can twist things around or until they are able to cover themselves up, and I would be considered unreasonable or insane.

 

 

Repressed

 

This constant pressure is keeping one’s mind repressed, they mean to keep one repressed one way or another, and in every aspect of one’s life, to the performance of one’s brain or one’s mind. But one is also used and kept as a Human Guinea pig. They are covering themselves up from ill intentions, using marriage as method of covering up. Covering up from an conspiracy to drive one insane, from a conspiracy of ill intentions from implants from their presence in one’s head from rights issues and so on.

 

They have not allowed me to know anyone else or anything but their presence and use implants, kept isolated and confined to those in one’s head, where one has lived and work against that insanity hence, I have to rebuild the mind by learning new things or studying

 All case arguments are twisted and explained away as being because of their want for marriage.

Using this want for marriage to explain away the pressure imposed, explaining away their presence or the insanity or there use of implants. They insist on taking away everything that belongs to me, Mostly that is as one’s thoughts or one’s achievements that which I should be recognised for or have achieved in life, the stealing of one’s mind and thoughts ones work ones notes, ones theories, they mean to take things as their own and tormenting me over that process.


They have taken away things that I should be given credit for, they argue that it is because they want me to stick to there race corner and insist on marriage, or they will just continue to use one, And take things from one and just leave one too go mad. It is the same as having to prove they know one’s mind or thoughts and are stealing one’s mind, and blocking me from doing anything in life. They are holding and conspiring to prove or show that they are better then one or know better than one and wish to be considered better than one, and that one is rubbish in things, they are forcing one to become inept.

 

Isolation

 

Isolation forces one to become thick and inept alas a lack of education a learning curve or social interaction forces this to come about, the lack of being able to recall or remember the difficulty that is imposed on the brain the hinderance to one’s mind and brain. The lack of progress the blocks they are putting in place to block one’s progress including the lack of sleep. They insist on marriage, insist that I become bound to them as Asians and then they would help one but they are forcing one to be deemed inferior to them.  

 

They are trying to explain everything away into being about marriage, as to why one has no friends, or why nobody talks to me or nobody wants to listen to me. The latter is put into one head and enforced by their conspiracy where they have found a way to make that true. Justifying there presence in one’s head there hate for one there stance against one where they are very much against everything about me and finding more ways of causing me problems. They want too reason and argue “Now will you get married”, or they will find ways of squeezing one further or putting the squeezer’s on.

 

Repressed

 

They are intent on keeping one repressed and wasted, until one gets married, where one is more then capable of doing any said task, but they have no intentions of recognising anything about one,

Which is obvious since they will not recognise one’s rights, or one has no rights here. I have attempted to prove that they refuse to recognise, by referencing to ones written notes, or one’s thoughts or one’s theories, as noted where they know one’s mind or thoughts, they do know everything I know.  

 

I guess this lack of recognition is obvious as one refers to ones intelligence or ones genius in things, alas one is kept out of main stream science isolate and even considered insane with fascism in the air, they mock one where they want to hear ones sobs story and play the violin.

 

Marriage

 

They are forcing this to be about marriage, driving one mad over marriage and repeatedly asking one to get married and whether one wants to get married now. They argue to want one married that being an explanation of all things.  They are just driving one mad and argue they will stop driving one mad after one gets married, that they just wanted one married. They are driving one insane where this is a conspiracy to insane one, and covering up from that ill intent.

 

Insanity

 

This is about driving me insane hence their presence in ones head, there use of implants through out ones life,  to one having to live with them in one’s head their voices in one head, to them all watching ones every move to knowing ones every thought. They are poised to attack ones mind ones every thought where they are dominating ones head with their demands on marriage. They say `So` to one’s complaints over their presence in ones head, evidence of having to live under insanity. But there presence is a way of life, and the insanity is them all attacking one mind, jamming into one head as and when they want and messing with ones head.


They argue that I need more proof and argue that I cannot prove anything, they counter argue accusing me of driving them mad for not listening to them over marriage. The pressure on marriage is them all covering up from wanting one insane or messed up in the head. One is supposed to go mad in every event, where they conspire to make sure things go wrong for one, that everything I do is met with difficulty imposed by the functions of implants and their presence.

 

Marriage

 

They want one mental and forcing the brain to learn madness with them all going mental in one head or getting angry or shouting and just having invalid arguments, with them all shaking ones head around and acting distressed over marriage and angry at one over marriage. They intend to make sure that everything goes wrong for one, allowing them to argue over marriage as being right and the best thing to do and then things would go right for one.

 

Experiments

 

This is not about marriage but about their presence in one’s head, about implants, about them all causing me harm and driving me sick. About experiments, about them all reading the mind or knowing my thoughts watching my every move to being able to interfere thus control one’s brain one’s thoughts one’s mind.  #

Insanity

They are after one head and sanity, perhaps proof would be that the are insane and one has to live with them in one’s head, that everything or everyone is insane. Insanity allows them to cover up this conspiracy, but everything occurs for some specific reason, where not a single thought goes outside of their control thus everything maybe under some specific control.

 

Control is given by the implants and the control over one’s head and life, not a single thought goes outside of their control. The Insanity is because they do not want me to make sense of this situation, to figure that they know my thoughts or are in one’s head, or figure on conspiracy  One has to prove there ill intentions without going insane, to prove their presence this conspiracy or described things as they are, without being considered insane.

 

Isolation

 

The effects of conspiracy or their presence in one’s head may suffix as proof of the threat they pose,

To being isolated throughout one’s life, with no friends no visitors no phone calls to being alienated yet I hardly know anyone, nobody knows me other than those in one’s head. Thus, I should have no issues with anyone since I hardly know anyone, and I should not have any issues or problems other than that caused by that organisation hence conspiracy. So any issues or problems I have would be as a result of that conspiracy or the actions of that organisation.  (Logic gates from 30 years ago)

 

In this sense why would one be alienated or become most hated or have to deal with the arguments they present “That nobody wants to listen to you, nobody likes you and so on.”  Their presence in one’s head, there use of implants has become a way of life, there hostile stance against one, their arguments and hate for one is turning out to be tick tack toe.   


They insist on keeping one alienated as one attempts to make friends, and to get of this isolated state. Alas they intend to keep one under insane control until one agrees with marriage and follows up with their terms and conditions, to approve of them in one’s head and life, to them all dismissing all due process of Trial and justice.     


They argue to want to keep one isolated, making sure that one has no friends, that nobody listens to one, they argue that nobody will believe me, and are conspiring to enforce this alienated state with anger and hostility.  It is deemed they are angry at others blaming them for this situation, and using race arguments, to being angry at me wanting to know what I have done to bring this situation about.  It is they whom have brought this situation about. They ignore that I have implants, and that they are in one’s head.

 

They are finding reasons, a method by which they can keep one repressed, disturbed and alienated, arguing that I will bring about trouble for them, or bring about racism, to one being considered insane and will only mix people up so they do not want me talking anyone, or for anyone to listen to me, alas they are a movement to that effect and showing that with the intentions to keep one isolated and confined to implants

Isolated


They want me considered racist, or thick or perverted or anything that would give me a bad name, To alienate one, keeping me isolated. There seems to be a movement against one with Asians & Blacks along with whites seeming to be keeping one within a controlled environment, it may just be in one’s head as tormented, the toying around with ones mind the problems they are forcing the mind to cope with. Suffix to say they are in one’s head, there presence shadowing me and able to move against me in whatever the mind comes across.

 

Their Presence

They are always in one’s head as one’s thoughts, one is trying to route them out but not always aware of their presence or I am used to them being in ones head, as a very faint presence. Their presence has effects upon ones person where things may get into one’s head. They intend to effect one as a person one’s behaviour ones ability to interact with people, too converse to make friends to mingle, and to recall stuff.

 

They often argue in one’s head, occupying my mind but it looks as if one talking to oneself, but they are actually driving me mad and I am just dealing with there presence,  they often exercise such use of implants to dominate one’s head, to pressure me into there want for marriage, and preventing me from understanding conversations, and in effect preventing me from conversing to messing with what I hear and what is actually said, implants there use has advanced to being able to control what I say, hear and know and understand. The brain being controlled and blocked or hindered.

 

Asians and blacks claim they have convinced everyone of marriage as being the best resolution for everyone, and everyone is compliant, where they argue that nobody wants to talk to one or listen me or will believe one or wants to know and will not associate with me until I get married, drilling this into one head and wanting to know what I think and how I would get out of this fix with them all poised to block ones reasoning,  blocking common sense, it all continuous as mental torture until China responds.

 

 

Character or Making something of one

 

They want me to explain myself framing me up to be of a predefined character, a liar or a very thick person or one whom is just trouble and does not know what one is doing to being insane and incapable of doing anything in life with no value to one’s life. They insist that one must get married then they will see what they can do for me, that they will make something of one.

 

The pressure on marriage is covering up this situation, this conspiracy and all that it involves. They are countering all directions of progress, work done too prove conspiracy, to deal their presence, to deal or recover from the damage the implants are causing me. They are brainwashing one from this being about one’s rights, their presence in one’s head and their use implants means that I have no rights at all.

 

They do not care for one’s rights and have no intentions of recognising anything about one, where I have to prove they know what one is doing at any one time, that they are in ones head and know everything I know. They are scrutinizing me using information against me to attack one, they want something on one but have nothing but one’s mistakes or imperfections, or forced errors.

 

Recognition

 

This refusal to recognise anything about one, and to question all that one does has kept one repressed, and down at the lower end of the ladder, the mind is taxed in having too prove myself to them, and they are hostile with an refusal to recognise anything, they insist that one is rubbish and thick and insist on being in charge of whatever I do, to run one’s life.  They expect me to do as one is told.  I refuse to listen to them and do not agree with them, a mentality clash exist, with them all intent on a cover up story or forcing about their terms and conditions of marriage and so on, I reject this and so they have me considered Insane, and thick and will keep me repressed, isolated,  alienated, using one and taking things from and warning one that they will make sure that I get nothing out of life, but only marriage.  

 

 

Talking and Listening

 

They argue always that they do not want to listen to one ever, that nobody wants to listen to me,

and putting that into ones head as a mental problem, repeatedly arguing over the same things and drilling such things into one’s head, until one goes mad and gets angry and responds, and argues back that I do not really talking anyone anyways, and not even trying to get anyone to listen to me, where I do not want to listen to them or them listening to me where they are in one’s head, I do not want them all knowing my mind, or knowing my thoughts, and argue that I will share my thought with China.

 

 

They also have some movement around one keeping one isolated and preventing me from talking too anyone, getting on with anyone, and getting know anyone, shadowing one knowing everyone I know and those that I come across, and may become friendly with, and get on with and talk too and perhaps talk about this situation.  I am still not sure what I would say to anyone where all the problems are just confined to one’s head and one’s mind is probed as to what I would say.  They are warning one that nobody will listen to me and are showing themselves to be a movement against me to stop and prevent anyone from getting on with me and talking to me and so on.

 

Case

 

They have always been on my case as an organisation, throughout one’s life, they have always been in one’s head, and are moving to make sure things are official, and legit so that they would have this control over one for rest of one’s life. Using marriage, the idea of being friends the idea of talking to them and getting on with them, but they demand marriage first, ignoring all case arguments raise.

Maybe they wish to challenge all case issues raised, suffix to say they do not want to be brought to trial, or allow for trial.

They dismiss all case arguments, regarding there presence, there use of implants the pressure they put onto one head the mental torture the insanity the thick arguments that one is forced to hear, there presence where I have to live with them in ones head, with them all wanting to argue in ones head over one thing or another, they have no logic to their argument no merit to anything said they are just driving me insane.

 

Twisted

 

There are lots of arguments, so many essay are pending, with me having to deal with one problem or another with them all wanting everything twisted around into me being at fault or to blame for everything, they accuse me of driving them insane, to me being problem or will cause them trouble or `but you thinks that` argument. They argue too know one’s thoughts in an act of knowing one or having something on one.

 

Fascist Regime

 

They do not want to be put on trail or to be questioned as a Fascist regime, yet they want to live in one’s head and use implants on me throughout my life, to know my every thought, to be watching ones every move to being in control of all that one does in one’s life, to control everyone and everything that one has done in life, there presence and implants may prove that control over one.

They intend to use implants, their presence in one’s head their conspiracy to keep one under insane control.  They are using a want for an arranged marriage to cover up from all case issues.

 

Both Asians and Blacks are hell bent on keeping one under insane control and both have done so throughout one’s life where they have kept one confined to those in one’s head, hence implants. Playing mind games so they are not blamed and only whites are deemed to be blamed.  They all just find one way or another to keep me in this mess too keep one isolated, repressed and confined to implants, and forced into being inferior to them, into being of character that suits their conspiracy. 

 

Counter

Since they are all in this together, they are able to easily counter any attempt that I make of progressing in any direction that one chooses with their presence, there conspiracy this control over one’s brain, one’s head, enabling them to interfere and counter whatever one does.

 

Even if I can prove aspects of the case, they are not going to recognise anything, where they already

know that I have implants that they are in one’s head, they already know everything I know and all case arguments, obviously that organisation is never going to recognise anything, and those whom choose not recognise anything must be a part of that organisation. Hence all issues that one has with the implants, their presence and conspiracy has never been recognised.

 

Recognise

Suffix to say that even though one argues against that organisation, they are not going to listen or recognise anything or acknowledge any Truth, and alas one is just arguing against insanity.  They argue to just want one married, forcing that to be the case, covering up implants as being the issue or their presence in one’s head or their use of implants or the harm they are causing me they are just going against everything about one insisting that one must get married first.


They have all conspired to make implants  a way of life to be in one’s head as a way of life to do one’s head in as an way of life where have kept one mentally disturbed all my life, they are intent on doing on my head in all the time until one agrees with there marriage. They have made sure I know nothing else or nobody else but those in one’s head. They are using marriage and a demand for marriage as means of coming across as being not guilty of anything.

 

Case

 

The case is that of their presence in one’s head, their conspiracy, their ill intentions where they just want to argue in one head all the time, and finding they are able to dominate one’s head and one’s life. They have made sure that this arranged marriage is the only issue of concern, the only thing they wish to consider, all other case issues are repressed to being covered up.

 

 

They are just driving one insane from first thing in the morning to the last thing at night, and during the night, where they constantly argue in one head over one thing or the other, to messing with the brain with the implants but pre-dominantly wanting to argue and insist on marriage. Not allowing me sleep or rest, with this policy to do my head in whenever they can. They are using marriage as reason to restrain one from doing anything in life, their presence in one’s head allows them to block one’s normal brain functions, to cause problem to head and brain. To them all knowing what one is doing at anyone time, with implants allowing them to interfere with the brain and things that one does as with typing, recalling, hearing.

 

The threat of them all causing one a problem always exists, they always warn one and threaten one that they will do so where they all think they have a right to do so and insist that one is in the wrong. So on buying a house, they find ways of making my life difficult, or on getting job or making friend or building a relationship, on progressing with ones career or increasing my earnings. They insist that I bend to their demands on marriage first, then they would help one.

 

They are trying to figure on something that one has done wrong and argue that one must have done something, that everyone is just keeping quite on this and they been speaking to everyone and harassing them and deterring them from association with me, whilst they prove that one is thick or not good enough. They want to prove that they are better than one at everything and watching and waiting to pounce on one, so as to prove or show this is case, ignoring the difficulty imposed by the implants, there presence to the fact they are forcing one to slip up.   

 

War Games

They boarder on mental torture, constantly wanting to argue over marriage, going mental in one’s head over marriage, and they never stop until one gets mad and goes into war games, wanting them all dead and turning Chinese. They are deemed insane, but like to go mental in ones head over marriage.  They insist that I should understand them, and their insanity there want for marriage and bend to demands or they will continue to insane one.

 

They have laid down there Terms and Conditions on Marriage or they will keep me repressed, until I listen to them and get on with them, talk to them, and agree with their marriage and to live with them to be nice to them to be friends with them to forget about trial and one’s own life, to do as one is told to look up them not to challenge them, where they want to be recognised, to be deemed bigger than one to be listen to, before I am allowed to be heard or recognised for anything.

 

They insist on marriage or they will, put one down, making one small, to treat one as dog, to argue that one is wrong in everything one does, to challenge my every thought to keep one repressed, and refuse to listen to or recognises anything.  They prefer me to be of character, and to be considered a thick`o, inferior to them all, inept and not capable and just an act for one to be dismiss as a phoney, they want to know what is in one’s head, and to be in charge of all outcomes events.

 

Covering up

They offer to get on with after, and will learn me things too making something of one, if one was to get married and listen them. It is all a part of some sort of coverup, of implants, the effects of implants on me the use of implants, their presence in one’s head. Covering up from knowing my every thought, reading ones mind, the control they have over ones brain and ones mind. Covering up of Experiments on Humans, of conspiracy, of their ill intentions of driving me insane to the control they have over me.  

 

Talking / Isolation

 

They insist that nobody is allowed to talk to me or have anything to do with me, and I will never be allowed get anywhere in life, that I should give up because I will never get anywhere in life, as is

self-evident where they have kept one repressed all my life, with one’s brain being kept repressed.

They all act as if I have done something very wrong, and blamed for something and are very angry and hostile within their actions against one. They argue `You know what you have done, you know what you said,  Now you Learn `  They act as if one has done something terrible, and insist that one is to waste to forget about ones life to give up on things that I will not to be allowed to do things in life that they do not want me to doing anything or to listen to me or for anyone to have anything to do with me.  

 

Experiments

They are hostile in their actions against me, accusing me of wanting war, to telling China, and that this serves one right that one asked for this. They ignore that one is the victim within all this, where one is forced to live with them in one’s head their presence there use of implants. They all cover up from the case of Experiments on Humans, Experiments on the brain, this Fascism, this conspiracy to keep one alienated, repressed and mentally disturbed.

 

Implants allows them steal one’s thoughts to steal ones one’s mind, to interfere with ones

mind, of controlling one’s mind hence mind control too that of brainwashing experiments. 

It is all conspiracy and their ill intentions are all being covered up with a want for marriage. The pressure on marriage brainwashes one of their presence as being the issue, one mind is very much repressed by the pressure of marriage, I find myself mentally disturbed in all that one does. Case arguments are encompassed within this conspiracy to drive one insane, for one to be considered insane where I am coping with their presence in one’s head and use of implants.

 

Arranged Marriage

They all want this to be about their Arranged Marriage with case arguments being suppressed.Them all keeping one alienated and isolated, confined to implants and those in one’s head and alas in harm’s way. Implants being a threat to one, and used for its very purpose, and they want it as my word against them as to the harm and damaged caused, they will argue that I have to prove it.

 

Implants / Experiments

 

They are able to control the brain and one as person as and when they want, controlling one’s sleep patterns, one’s flow of thoughts, to neck and hand and shoulder movements, also having some control over one’s hips. Implants could be allowing them to Mapped the brain within isolation,

thus, they have made sure that one remains within a specific controlled environment. They are all covering up via arranged marriage from all issues of concern.

 

Their presence in one’s head in all that one does, allows them to learn one’s mind in all that one does to learn thoughts process and hence they are able to match ones thoughts and interfere and control ones thoughts one’s mind in all that one does. 

 

They know everything I know all that hear and see, and are very dangerous with what they can do with implants.  At times one does not trust one’s own sense, from that which I hear or see or smell, to having deal with them in ones head and the Artificially induced problems from anger to sleep to feeling embarrassed or upset or fear or hunger or not wanting to do things, to the insane sounds that I am forced to make to the control they have over ones speech, throat, face and jaws.

 

Implants being used to block and hinder the normal functions of the brain, reading and understanding, hearing and speech that which I say can also be made difficult, to ones writing abilities being hindered, with them all forcing errors as ones is typing.  

 

Sleep is blocked, too being induced them all toying around with sleep deprivation because it has some sort of control over one, slowing down the brain, to putting one to sleep when I need to be awake, reading or studying, thus they are able to shut down the brain or one’s mind as and when they want, experiments. Not sure what else they can do with implants, or what they have always

been doing in one’s head.

 

This is about them all being hell bent on using implants on one, where they have kept one for experiments, as human guinea pig, but covering up by going on and on and on about marriage, demanding marriage, insisting that one must get married, and being angry at one over something to wanting me punished for not getting marriage. They are very angry at one, for not getting married to having it in for one, telling me off, shouting and being hostile and violent with the implants. They insist on making sure of this arrange marriage first, and then they want to deal with things.

 

They will cause one harm and damage and go mental in one’s head to causing me harm and intent on doing so where they are considered insane. They hate one, and will have it in for one and intent on driving one mad until one is forced into their hands on marriage, into a cover up story where they are an Organisation which is covered up into being anyone and everyone into being Asians, Whites, Blacks and just driving one mad until one sees things their way.

 

Way of life


It is a conspiracy against one, with mind games as to whom is to blame or accused, with them all just forcing this to be a race issue, about racism with all other issues being made into a way of life.

Their presence, use of implants is a way of life, reading the mind and knowing of my thoughts is 

a way of life, to keeping one disturbed to doing one’s head in or attacking one’s head is a way of life. They have a policy to always do ones head in, to always make one angry to make one mad every day of ones life to wind one up to keep one pressured and tormented as a way of life where they argue they have gone insane thus one must cope with them all in ones head.


Issues are raised of having to prove it to me being put under their care of  Asians or Blacks and nobody is going to believe me or listen to me as one accuses them, to them all having race arguments of whites to blame for this. It all continues with me being forced to stay down there until one gets married. They will argue that I will have to prove the case in its entirety from their presence to problems that one has with implants and nobody is going to listen to one and nobody is going to read anything and nobody wants to know.

 

They as blacks or organisation will counter all issues raised, where one is simply not able to accuse those behind the implants or those using implants since they argue that everyone is in one’s head

and this is a way of life. They insist on being in one’s head for protection, to help me and argue to have saved me alas they have always been threat to one, and go on about conning one whilst one argues their presence in one’s head would never be approved of.

 

They have made sure that I lose out on everything in life, or achieved in life, that one is just kept isolated and confined to four walls, confined to those in one’s head. They want to live one’s life, and take identity and want whatever I would have had in life.

 

They have got to anyone and everyone, shadowing me, watching my every move, making sure that   I stay on my own and isolated. They argue that everyone will see things their way in a race issue, with them all just wanting one married, to me being considered thick, to being racist or insane,

accused of wanting war, accusing me of stirring up trouble for them all.

 

Listening


They argue that nobody is going to listen to you, that nobody is going to believe you, that nobody wants to know you and that nobody cares. They all insist that one complies with the demands for arrange marriage and accept whatever one is given. They say break, flip because they have no money, they have spent everything.

 

Asians & Blacks, that organisation has dismissed everything about one as there being no point to ones. They want everything I do considered rubbish, not good enough, referring to my standard at work as being shoddy. One is just then being pressure to prove myself on that side of things even though I have lots of other things to get on with.

 

Repressed


They mean to suppress any and all case arguments, repressing my thoughts, written work, intelligence or one’s abilities and skills, me as person to one’s interest, they intend to force me out of everything I do in life including employment, preventing me from having a life, expected where those behind the implants are fascist in nature. They are also being very vocal in their stance against one, on not liking me, making sure that I do not get on with anyone, warning me of their position against one.

 

They are trying to be legitimate in their stance against me, running the rule over one and having one considered thick, not good enough and shoddy in one’s work or level of intelligence, they are just forcing me into their hand and into a cover up story.

  

Obviously, the organisation wants to cover up, but not sure on the extent of this cover up, where they as Blacks and Asians, are deemed to be that organisation, and they do not want me to get anywhere in life and they argue it is because of China. I have always deemed it a possibility that they are all in this together and would cover up but could not figure out why, but this has nothing to do with China. This is about Implants, About Experiments about one’s rights one’s freedom, all of which is compromised by implants. This about the very future of our democracy, our way of life, alas they wish to cover up implants the threat that it imposes.  They do argue to justify a cover up

saying our people cannot handle it, but to cover up is just insane.

 

I think they all know of implants right from the start and have failed to expose it and have the same stance as would be expected from an organisation, they do not care of the damage incurred, or harm they cause, or what the implants are doing and the effect it is having on me. It is always about them about what they want, how they feel and how they are not able to handle this or how are they going to cope, how they have gone insane.

 

Recognition

 

One questions as to why Asians and Blacks would want to cover up with blacks being difficult on

anything being recognised about me, including recognition of implants, or problems incurred. They want all my achievements to be black to then arguing that justice would only be in my interest not theirs. They argue and insist that I am to get nothing out of this, and they will make sure of this whilst they have conspired to take everything from one with Asians supporting them insisting on marriage first.

 

Issues

 

This cover up is effective to the extent of them all making sure the outcome of events meets their interest, from start to finish. Where they can read the mind, live in ones, know my thoughts or know what ever one is doing at any one time, that one is kept isolated, repressed and out of main stream science.  they finish their experiments to getting control of one head to everything and everyone in ones life, and intent on keeping me repressed whilst they are promoted or recognised for work done.

 

They have prevented me from having a choice in life, where they are shadowing one and conspiring against all that one does, to knowing my own mind and thoughts, and prevented from being able to speak up against them with control over one’s face and jaws, and whatever I say. They have made sure that I do not get on with anyone, with ones written work being hindered, one being kept tormented, with them all wanting to argue in one’s head all the time. 

 

It is all mind games as to what goes on with them all never allowing one a say or choice in course of events where everyone is deemed to be involved and concerned about this situation. By some method they have gained a controlling stake in the course of events and in effect the outcome of events with me having no choice but to go along with things or to get my head done in and to go insane.  It is an organisation which is staying in control of situation.

 

They have kept things covered up until they are unable to explain things away thus events are twisted around until thing are still shifted to being in their own interest. Hence they may begin to

recognise implants, conspiracy or experiments or the events within this situation perhaps when they are more able to use things to support their own racism, or what ever interest they may have. They are conspiring to force me to meet their interest. Same as being kept for experiments, or as a human guinea pig or a pawn in race arguments. 

 

The Cover Up

 

The cover up is off implants, of experiments, covering up from stealing one’s thoughts one’s mind, from brainwashing to mind control, from reading the mind to knowing my every thought, to the insane the mental torture they have endured one too. They want to cover up from being in one’s head to wanting to control one’s mind to become one’s thoughts. They want to cover up from knowing everything I know and everyone I know, to watching ones every move to knowing my every thought.

 

They are covering up from keeping me repressed and isolated, alienated throughout one’s life, covering up from conspiring against one and moving to make sure that one stays alienated. They twist it all around saying that one asked for this, that one got what’s coming, that they want to have it out with me. That they want one married that is why they all hate one and all this goes on.

 

Identity

They steal and negate one’s true identity, with lies, that which one is doing at any one time they covering up with an lie, tormenting one where it is those lies that one has to straighten out, or I have prove that they are lies, and prove that I am more then capable, or know better than they do, but even so we have conflict of interest.  They are covering up conspiracy, covering up one’s true identity, my true nature, abilities, skills one’s intelligence.

 

Recognition

They cover up from not wanting to recognising anything, they are against all that is individual about one. They insist on having me considered thick and insane, wanting me to go mad in everything.  They do not want me to have a mind of my own, insisting that I need to be told what to do hence controlled, where one is considered to be insane or not here or does not know what one is doing. It opens the door for them to be running one’s life, to be in control of one and the outcome of events or this conspiracy, aided by them all doing my head in and keeping my mind repressed.

 

Human Guinea Pig

They are covering up from keeping one as a Human Guinea Pig, in the sense that one is kept for experiments, and my mind and thoughts are used one’s ideas are taken, and I prove that such thoughts are ones own. With one’s intelligence taken, to one being used as a pawn in a race issue, too one being used because one is a victim. One is kept as a human guinea pig where all I do is Learn & consider things, as a think tank, it is all relative where I will not allow myself to be drawn into insane arguments. Alas they intend to covering up from using one all my life.

 

Maybe I can expose the existence of implants or conspiracy but not what the implants are doing,

or what that conspiracy is doing.  Well their presence in one’s head, the existence of implants or experiments should suffix as evidence of a conspiracy.  Or that I have no friends, no visitors no phone calls as evidence of conspiracy, the fact that I know no one apart from those in one head and alas one is confined to those in one’s head.

 

Cover up includes them all suppressing witness to their use of implants, where everyone is deemed to be aware of implants, and that organisation, but nobody is a witness against them with warnings of them all being squashed by that organisation. Besides whom are these witnesses going to turn to, with Whites, Black Asians all to blame. Maybe they have no trust, I know there is something going on around one and it is wrong not sure what it is.

 

Perhaps they are leading everyone into this cover up story where they have placed themselves in charge of events and insist that one is under there charge as an race corner and that everyone is to listen to them including me and I am to do as I am told. They will argue to know better than one

to be ones better`s, and insist that everyone supports them with their instance on marriage.  

 

Isolated \ Alienated

 

They lead me to believe that they have warned everyone to stay away from me, not to listen to me and do not want anyone associating with one as such. They insist that one is a bad person and show a lot of contempt for one, swearing at one calling one a bastard and so on with an act and anger as if one has done something wrong or is wrong in some sense. They want one alienated, using racism as a reason, insisting on having me considered sick and thick. They accuse me of messing people up in the head, where it is they whom are guilty of this. They ignore that they are in one’s head, and it is my head which is being messed with.

 

Counter arguments exist where everyone has gone insane, because they listen to them, their lies and there cover up story, as a conspiracy they are bound to be misled. We blame each other of this.

Marriage

Race corners argue as to what is best for one starting with their arrange marriage, to being against everything I do in life until I agree with their arrange marriage.  They are against one’s direction in all that one does, insisting on marriage first. They have always counter whatever statement I make,

and tend to go opposite to whatever I state, saying no when I say yes or saying left when I say right.

They are against one’s independence, one’s choices in life, to one’s thoughts, and intent on keeping my mind repressed.  

 

They have gone mad over marriage, mental, and do not like anything I have done in life until I get married, and continue to do one’s head in, in all that I do, where they just want to live in one’s head and to do ones head in until I agree with marriage, or the will keep one mentally disturbed.

 

They see one as a failure a thick person, I guess it is because they able to keep me under insane control. They do not care that one has to struggle in life, rather me than them, insisting on their arrange marriage and perhaps then one’s life would change.

 

Repressed

They will continue to put one down, and keep one down at the lower end of the ladder, making sure that I do not get anywhere in life no matter which direction one takes up, whether that is with ones career or within ones employment or academically or with respect to ones social life or ones personal life or case notes and arguments and bring things to trial. Whether that is getting healthy and giving up smoking and getting fit and stronger too sorting my personal life, and making friends or sorting my sleeping patterns out.

 

They give plenty warnings that one’s life is finished, where one refuses to get married, they insist on making one’s life hell until I agree to marriage, and to forget about my own life, where they have already taken everything from one as punishment.  They argue that I will not be able prove anything against them, that there will be no trial and that nobody will help one and nobody is going to listen to me.

  

Control

They want too coverup, but making sure they stay in control of one for rest of my life, using marriage as means of staying in control of one and everything I do for rest of one life. They already have this control over one, where they will not allow me to do anything in life outside of their control, there presence in one’s head allows them to control one’s life. They present arguments to block everything I do in life to be against whatever I do in life, arguing that he does not know what he is doing, and does not have mind of his own or is controlled by whites and implants.   

 

Progress

They are preventing me from progressing further in life, whether that is studying, reading or learning with the brain being compromised to the pressure one is under, to limited time one has to follow such endeavours, with reading and understanding being blocked to one’s memory also faltering.  They are preventing progress in whatever direction one takes up whether that is with one’s social life, on making friends or having relationships.  Simply by them all knowing what one is doing at any one time, and where and whom one is with. They are able to move against one.

 

They want to dismiss everything that one has done, insisting on marriage first then they would give me the time of day, and will listen to me, and may have something to do with me. They are playing things out in that fashion which allows them to have a hand in whatever one does in the future, with the inclusion of their presence in one’s life.

 

They are preventing one’s progress in what ever direction one takes up whether that is on giving up smoking, or making friends or dealing with case issues, bringing the case to Trial, or academic progress, or going to the Gym and getting fit and healthy. They just mentally torture me out of whatever I am doing bring about war games and insane arguments.  They are intent on keeping me repressed, one’s thoughts one’s brain is slowed down, too one`s career one’s employment one’s progress within one’s career, to one earnings potential and hence one’s financial position  is all conspired against, where they intend to keep one poor, and finding ways of squeezing one further into down spiral.

 

They all like to jam into one’s head on a daily basis, with a policy to do one’s head in until agrees with this arrange marriage. They not care that they are disturbing me out of everything in life hence one does nothing in life other than to cope with their presence. They insist on an arrange marriage then they would allow me to live my life.

 

Brainwashing

 

Thoughts of Conspiracy is in effect repressed, thoughts of implants, of events, of problems, and

the solutions are all repressed. Ones thoughts are brainwashed out of one for there own madness,

to whatever they say in one’s head should not be in one’s head, and is replacing my natural thoughts, hence evidence of brainwashing, and all such experiments on brainwashing are very much advanced.

 

Human Nature

This conspiracy and all events are being covered up within human nature, with many people seeming to be involved, and raising their own set arguments and actions against one, in line with human nature, and fulfilling the objects of that organisation. In having one alienated, isolated repressed, to being insane, and thick, dismissing anything I would say as rubbish one, forcing implants to be a way of life, their presence to becoming acceptable, and to keep one mentally disturbed.

 

They even seem to be raising their own claims for compensation, whilst insisting that I get nothing, that there is no value to one and no point to what one does. They seem to have covered up from all their ill intentions, and yet continue with such objectives. Using marriage and driving me mad with such pressure on marriage, effecting one’s mind one’s sanity one’s mood, one’s life in all that one does. Forcing implants to become a way of life, there presence and use of implants being a way of life, the pressure the mental torture all being a norm, there demands and want for money being around.

 

It is keeping me confined to implants keeping one’s mind shut down, too keeping me isolated and they are drawing ones attention and consuming my time where one has to deal with their presence, thus not able to get on with life, one has adapted to hinderance to the brain, adjusted too there presence and has to cope with the hinderance to ones reading, writing, hearing and listening whether that too people or pod cast.

 

Justice


Justice has yet to be done, and therefore their presence has yet to be validated, where they argue against being considered as that organisation as one accuses them. They argue other wise insisting on being present to protect one, to help me, to being consider as one’s betters, as being one’s savers,

and argue to have done things within this situation. One argues that one is not saved from anything and that one is just as sitting duck.

 

They argue that I must therefore respect them and listen to them and do as one is told, they will determine one’s fate, and determine what the truth is, judge that which is wrong or right. They insist that I must get married and consider them as friends and family.  Or they will put one down and have one considered insane to knocking one back and waiting to pounce on one as attempts to progress in life, and makes mistakes, they are happy just staying in one’s head until one changes one’s mind.

 

Human guinea pig.  

They have forced me to be considered insane, with one coping with there presence. They have

kept me isolated and repressed throughout my life and intend to continue to do so. They want me to forget about my own life and whatever I was working towards, insisting that I have lost everything. They insist on having me considered thick, warning me that they have taken everything from me, and will give things back after I agree with this arrange marriage or their coverup story.  They mean to get away with using one’s genius one’s intelligence throughout one’s life too profiting from keeping one as a Human guinea pig.  One has to prove that this is the case.

 

Marriage

They just want to be guilty of wanting an arranged married, constantly arguing and insist on marriage and doing my head in all the time. They go mental over marriage, becoming hostile and angry at one. Violent with implants warning me that they will remove anyone that I become friendly with. They insist on marriage, and to become my friend, and will get on with me, where they promise to get on with me and to be nice to me and to be friendly with one after one gets married. They promise to make something of one.

 

They intend to cover themselves up, by staying in control of me and being considered as big people, important or one’s superiors, they want to be considered as Princess as Special as knowing better then one and wanting everyone to listen to them. They insist that this will go on until one agrees with their arrange marriage with someone they have chosen and that I have no choice.

 

Control

They want this to be about marriage but this is about implants, and it is argued that they have always intended to live in one’s head and to use implants on one, to control one’s head and life.  They intend to live in one’s head for rest of one’s life, to use implants on one, to dominate one’s head and life. They intend to control one for rest of my life. Not only have they found a means to do so but using enforced marriage to coverup.

 

Cover up

The case regarding a cover up is lengthy, and on this paper, I have focused on the use of enforced marriage, and the effects it having.  As a conspiracy there is an inevitable cover up, and they inevitably conspire to cover up.  Implants allows them to get to one in whatever one does, it allows them to disturb one to block the brain from doing whatever one is doing at that time. Conspiracy allows them to act against me where implants are insufficient, or until implants become more effective.

 

Problems

They conspire to cause one problem in all that one does, every day of one life, in what ever one does. They have shifted to wanting to know what is in one’s head as reason to be on my case.  Implants allows them to get to one whenever they want, so I would only be allowed to get so far in life in what ever direction one takes up.  

 

Trial  

As of yet no issues of implants or conspiracy have been addressed in trial, nobody has been brought to question, thus a conspiracy is very much at work. No questions are raised as to what experiments, no Machinery of Justice has been put in motion.   No attempts are made to prevent the use of implants or the actions of that conspiracy, or stopping them from carrying out of experiments, where they are mapping out the Brain, and controlling the Brain.

 

They are very much against due process of trial or justice; I think justice is essential where it’s offers guidance through logic and reason, against those whom have ill intentions, alas they prefer violence as an answer to everything.  

 

They are against ones every thought and poised to argue against one’s thoughts, as they read one’s mind.  They will argue to want proof of any event or use of implants, or it is my word against them, and one is pressured on having to prove the case, on proving they are in ones head or knowing my thoughts, on having to prove that they are driving me mad,  they argue for this to be about marriage. 

 

That organisation is never going to give anything away, not even whom they are, and not going to allow let alone bring any evidence of the use of implants, or state any truth where conspiracy is built around hiding the truth.  It is a coverup of their use of implants as why and what they are using the implants for. They do not care of the damage they cause since they are always intent of covering up. They are covering up from the ill intentions, the constant use of implants, there constant presence in one’s head, the purpose of implants, where they have been using the implants for its very purpose, and have made the use of implants a way of life.  

Prove It

They have made one’s life hell, but again I would need to prove it, they will argue that one is perfectly ok, where I may need to prove the use of implants and the effects it is having on me,

then having to find out and prove as to whom is causing me problem, and that is if one proves the presence or implants. There conspiracy to cover up includes keeping one isolated and repressed, and restrained from getting anywhere in life, blocking any witness or anyone else that would be of help to me. They are shadowing one and making sure that I do not get on with anyone, that I do not manage to get on in life and progress to dealing with there presence.

 

The situation exists without a trace, their presence in one head, their use of implants occurs without a trace, only I would be aware of the problems encountered.  There conspiracy is to keep one confined to implants, allows them to be in control to the effect of being able to cover up without a trace. They are able play mind games and blame each other as those behind the implants, and turn this into a race thing and race arguments where they as an organisation do not want to be found guilty. 

 

This isolation allows them to cause problems, whilst their actions go unseen or unchecked. All issues exist without a trace as a conspiracy, to their presence in one’s head, knowing ones every thought to reading the mind to use of implants. They are covered up in every sense, to the fact that they have always interfered with the mind, without anyone knowing. Even I am not always aware of what they are doing in one’s head or what effect they are having on the brain or what they are doing as a conspiracy.

 

They do enjoy winding me up and keeping me tormented as a policy of always wanting me to go mad, to have one angry, and to become at fault. They like toying with one into a game of conspiracy, paranoia and tick tack toe. They want to know everything I know and everyone I know but I know nothing and hardly know anyone where they have always made sure this, they just like to probe the mind to get to know one’s mind to scrutinize one and to find a flaw in ones reasoning or mentality or personality or character or one as person. I guess in isolation I am supposed to make things up.

 

Isolated

I know nothing alas, I only know what they want me to know where one is kept isolated and confined to those in one’s head, they insist that nobody wants to talk to one, that nobody will listen you, and nobody wants to have anything to do with you and nobody wants to get on with you and they will stay in one’s head so as to move against one an make sure that I do not get anywhere in life or have anything to do with anyone in life, they insist that I get married first.

 

Repressed

They insist on living in one’s head and arguing in one’s head over one thing or the other, where they are intent on having me considered thick, and inept, incapable of doing anything in life or within the

Scope of one’s career or employment, always looking for one to get the sack. They always want me thinking I cannot do things, that I am wrong, a sham and incapable where they reason that because of implants or conspiracy I have not have studied and am thus inept and incapable,  implants being able compromise my brain and mind, used to hinder one in any said task, and making difficult for one to recall information.

 

It has all lead to one being forced out of the equation where one has no choice or say in anything goes on, with Asians and Blacks wanting to decide, making choices on the course of events, and want to handle this as situation, as an organisation they are staying in control of the outcome of events.  

 

Marriage

 

They want to make sure of an arrange marriage and have excluded me from anything and everything else in life, they do not want me to live my life until I agree to this arranged marriage. They reason on marriage as a solution demanding marriage and refusing to get out of one’s head, they refuse to leave one’s head alone, insisting that their cause is to make sure of one’s marriage.  With all case arguments being ignored.  They are using marriage, insisting on marriage as reason for being in one’s head, to doing one’s head to wasting one’s life to wasting one’s mind.

 

Using marriage as reason for blocking that which I do in life, where they do not want one making friends or getting on with anyone, or getting anywhere in life or having relationships with women.  They are using marriage to explain away all aspects of this conspiracy, using a want for marriage to coverup.

 

They are using marriage to cover themselves up and all aspects of this conspiracy, from questions asked as to how they know me?  Or who they are? or how they know of implants? and all other

case arguments that may arise.

 

Isolation

One argues that I do not know whom they are, or why they are in one’s head or what this is in one’s head, that they should explain themselves but over time they have covered up with mind games and created a mix up designed by themselves. Their presence is an way of life, with one being pressured and questioned all the time probed where they want me to explain my every thought. To explain what I am doing and account for my actions and behaviour in normal life, and argue that I do not know what I am doing. 

 

They expect me to explain my own thoughts because the mind does, and I figure so as to understand and having to prove this situation, but it is they whom should have to explain themselves. In one’s sense I do not know what they are doing or what is going on other than their presence in one’s head and what they want me know.

 

One is confined to their madness, they are as insane people whom refuse to get out of one head, they torment one on one thing after another to this constant pressure on marriage, and demands on marriage, and then they would get on with one.

 

Case

They have dismissed all aspects of the case, issues of being in one head, of implants of using implants, of control of one’s head, of being dominate over one, to the interference with ones mind to knowing my every thought, to reading the mind, to experiments on the brain to all violations of Human Rights.  All Rights issues are raised as case arguments alas one argues that one has no rights and they all insist that there is no law which in effect for one.  

 

If the Hierarchy of a tree is wrong then everything below that Hierarchy will also be wrong, hence the experiments and control of one’s head or brain is wrong and the use of implants and their presence in one’s head is wrong and everything below that is wrong.  What else they do is going to be wrong.  They reason the existence of implants or experiments or conspiracy at the top of the Hierarchy allows them to do whatever wrongness they want under that umbrella.  They are not acting so as put whatever is wrong right, but insist on toying around with things and arguing that it is I whom is not right.


They have no intentions of doing any thing right or good.

 

They are covering up from all the wrongness, that they have engaged in, and they are driving me insane so that I do I expose things and put things on trial, they have shifted into driving me mad over marriage having something to stand on. They are just driving me mad into an arranged marriage, and whatever deal, or terms conditions, whatever they have decided is best for me.

It is all just another way of driving me insane where they have /are always pressuring me into marriage.

 

I am confined to this pressure on marriage and surrounded by it all where they are always in one’s head and waiting to do my head in, watching me and knowing everything I know and whatever the mind comes across, attacking the mind when they want,  they are able to make sure that everyone complies with there terms and conditions, and demands on marriage. This marriage is just a cover up story.   

 

Terms and Conditions.

They insist that I payee attention to them all, listen to them and associate with them, and make friends with them first but only after one gets married will they want to talk to one and have something to do with me, and associate with me.

 

They will then consider as to what I can have out of this as too what one deserves and what value they place on me. They will insist that everything I do has to go through him, and I am sure I will be controlled and dominated by them for the rest of one’s life as they have controlled one and dominated one’s life and head thus far.

 

Dominate

Implants allows them to be dominate over one, and they have every intention to continue to live in one’s head and use implants on me as they have done so throughout one’s life. I do have to fight against them all and stand up against them all but they are just in one’s head and refuse to get of one’s head. They have made sure that I have issues with anyone and everyone that I come across, being shadowed, with them all being a race issue.  With whites causing issues on one side, to blacks causing me issues on another side and Asians causing me problems from there corner.

 

It is difficult to find a way of going against all three race corners, where they are in one’s head and after one’s head over one thing or another, they have made sure that they are all in this together, by some method.  For instance, Blacks do not want to be singled out and are bound to whites and Asians, maybe that is same policy Whites and Asians have, where they do not want to be on their own.  They are in effect that organisation, one which has always been on my case.

 

Proof

They are in one’s head and on my case, and I have to prove their presence, the implants the problems they have always caused, and the threat they pose. I have to figure out how to go against them, how to stop them from disturbing me from using implants on one, from controlling one’s head, from driving me insane. They argue too loath one, and do not like anything I do or anything about me, and do not want to know anything about me and refuse to listen to anything I say and insist that nobody wants to listen to me or to know me, and they have will continue too shadowed me to make sure that this is the case, shadowing one to make sure that I stay repressed and alienated.


Their presence in one’s head there use of implants is all covered up, perhaps nobody but me knows that they are in one’s head and nobody knows whom they are or why they are on one’s case, perhaps nobody knows of the existence of that organisation. They want this mind games as to whether it is anyone and everyone, or just an organisation, a mix up as to whom they are thus creating a race thing where they do not want to be considered as an organisation or a conspiracy. Where they are as all three races whom refuse to get out of one’s head, and are very much on one’s case.

Race corners


They have always been in one’s head and using implants to driving me mad, forcing implants and their presence to become a way of life, to become acceptable, where I always argue that I can never  approve of them being in one’s head, it is too much of threat, they argue as blacks that they are not looking for my approval, and argue it is necessary.  They argue they will help me after in everything I do but only after I agree too this arrange marriage and the rest of their cover up story. 

 

Impossible to have Saved One

As blacks they insist on crediting themselves on saving me and insist on being in one’s head, out of protection, one argues that I am not saved from anything the implants does, and their presence is very much a threat too one. They go on about saving one and protecting even though I protest, and argue that there is no point to them all being in one’s head. They might be getting every ones else to approval, may be getting everyone else to see things their way which then brings about their demands on marriage and the rest of their Terms and conditions, and actions to coverup.

 

 

Terms & Conditions

It depends on whether they are saying anything to anyone, and what they saying, they seem to be getting to anyone and everyone, and it brings about the rest of their cover up story, where they argue to want to be ones friends yet they argue to loath one, that one will get nothing out of this, insist on wanting to talk to one and will get on with one after and will make something of one after marriage. Until then, they are going to make sure that I do not to get anywhere in life, that nobody will listen too me and nobody likes me and nobody wants anything to do with me, until one gets married.

 

They have changed their own identity perhaps my using mine but switching by some method from being considered an organisation, that conspiracy a fascist regime too acting as they are some sort of centre point of reason, or intelligence of governance, they want to determine ones fate, insisting on marriage first, or they will keep one disturbed.

 

Dominating One

The have made my life hell with their constant use of implants, their presence in one’s head, and constant demands on marriage, covering up from ill intentions, yet they remain dominate over one’s head and life, using constant pressure on marriage and targeting ones head too keep ones mind repressed. Dominating one’s life with their presence, where they know everything I know, watching ones every move, not allowing me to do anything outside of there control. Not allowing a single thought to go outside of their control.


I have to prove that this is the case but alas it is all in one’s head. They will argue that I have no proof, and it is my word against them and nobody wants to know, and nobody will listen to me, and nobody is going to read anything. That it is no use, there is no point to what one does. They are as an organisation but have split into race corners, and into a race thing allowing themselves some counter arguments some defence. They have further split into human nature too one having to deal with anyone and everyone and their views and opinion off one, and whatever comes into their head.

 

As an organisation they are still having one’s life finished, that one has no life no future and will never be allowed to do anything or approved of, and they are trying to be legit about this, but this has always been the case as an organisation which has it in for one, they are just in one’s head and I have to  prove it whilst they are able to move without a trace against one.  

 

Experiments

They have found reasons to be against one, too keep one repressed isolated and alienated, to make sure that one stays under insane control for rest of one’s life.  It is erased or brainwashed that the whole point of there actions is to keep one as a Human Guinea pig and for Experiment, to control one’s brain.  It is covered up that it is they whom are a conspiracy of war.

 

Organisation.

They are accused as those behind the implants as those in one’s head, they have conspired to cover up to make things difficult for one to prove or impossible for one to accuse them, they have shifted and waited for 5th corner to argue on my behalf, or ones logic gates to become flawed and allowing themselves to become legit. Where I cannot accuse those behind the implants with them forcing this to be as a race issues and intent staying in one’s head, and living in one’s head and being considered legit as race corners.  

 

They do not want to be described as an organisation, where they want their own race issues and race arguments and insist that that whites are to blame for this, yet it is they are in whom one’s head and on one’s case, and they are as an organisation ignoring all case arguments raised, all issues that I have with implants and conspiracy, they all insist that I get married first and that nobody is prepared to listen to one or nobody wants to know.  

 

Same as always where they have always kept one out of the equation and kept me from knowing anything, or anyone, and have made sure that I have no choice in life, where they have always wanted one insane and dead and for this to be forced into there race issue where they as all three race corners have always known of implants and have always been in ones head.  I may have to prove it but suffix to say I do not know them and those in one’s head have kept alienated and confined to themselves, they have never allowed for anything outside control.

 

Identity

They are demanding marriage and argue too know better than me and are one’s betters and expect me to listen to them, to do as one is told, they insist on being charge of this and want to handle this situation involving implants technology, wanting implants from me. As an organisation they want to be taking one’s identity which formed by one creating a method and finding directions to deal with implants technology, conspiracy which involves influencing nations too take action and counter this fascism, alas that organisation sees things as world power, and it is that power and more power and money that they as opposed to any justice.

 

Again, they are changing their identity from being that organisation into something else. Suffix to say I do not know whom they are, but they know everyone I know and everyone I come across including family, they may have got to them all, getting them all to listen to that organisation whether they are blacks or whites or whatever , but they are connected somehow and linking back to me where they intend to force me to listen to them, I know them to be conspiracy and psychopaths and guilty and will need to remove them or protect myself. They should put everything in writing but they refuse to put anything in writing and prefer to argue in one’s head.

  

They do toy with one’s mind as to whom they are, toying with and using familiar voices, but at the end of the day, they are just voices in one’s head.

 

It is all conspiracy, they have conspired to make things into a race thing where they do not want to be seen as that organisation, they do not want case arguments to be applicable just because they are those behind the implants. As an organisation they seem to have taken everyone down with them so that if one accuses or has issues with them, I seem to have issues with everyone.

 

They have forced everything to be a race thing, but they are as guilty as those whom put this in one’s head, where they are using implants for its very purpose.  Asians and blacks have managed to be considered not guilty no matter what they do, even though they are in one’s head, and using implants on one as a way of life. Perhaps they have all reasons that they would get away with this if they allow whites to get away with this thus the do not care of the damage, they cause one or the use of implants or being found out where they are very much after one head and demanding marriage.

 

They are all in one’s head and most issues are just confined to one’s head, and it is difficult for to state as to whom and what the problem is, and then having to prove the problem. They want to

mess with my head to interfere with one’s mind, too toy around with one’s mind as to what the problem is and whom is causing that problem. They argue it is because they want one married, using that to explain away this whole situation.

 

They are just ignoring the real problem of implants, there presence in one’s head, the use of implants the difficulties that one had, and the control they have overs one’s head, the attacks on the brain. They just ignore all issues and problems that implants and conspiracy is causing including that of experiments and reading of one’s mind the knowing of ones every thought, they just want to sit on this and use things as one is forced into there corner or they are engaged in a cover up.

 

There is no way out for one since they are in one’s head, alas I am to live with them in one’s head for which they have conspired to become dominate over one’s. It is argued that they intended to live and stay in one’s head for the rest of my life, with every intention of using implants for it is very purpose.

 

They enjoy arguing against one where they have access to one’s mind and it allows them to argue their bias within an obvious mentally clash, where they know my thoughts and are just poised to argue against ones every thought to the effect of them all repressing one’s mind. They are intent on forcing me into marriage into a cover up story.  

 

Those behind the implants are accused and deemed guilty without question, but they have conspired to make sure of chaos a mix-up, where I guess I am supposed to get mixed up in everything. That organisation has created this chaos, where nothing occurs outside of their control, they remain in control in this false pretence on sorting out this chaos, and even blaming me as being the cause of events. Those behind the implants are putting themselves in charge of this situation, and looking to cover themselves up.

 

Cover up

 

That organisation as race corners, intends to cover up, where nothing has been brought to trial as of yet and nothing about me is recognised and they are hostile and making it official that one is never to get anywhere in life, that they consider my life to be finished. They are in control of one’s head and life and intend to stay in control, acting as if they are in charge of one and whatever they say goes, and expecting everyone to listen to them to follow them. They want to be running the show and want implants from one to raise their own issues with implants. But alas they are that organisation and guilty of wanting me insane and dead.

 

They argue all the time in one’s head over one thing or another, demanding proof to calling me liar,

to them all having plans as to how this situation should resolve or be address, which includes an arrange marriage, and then they will consider as to what I have to say, and what share of money I would get, zilch is mentioned often. In one sense they prefer a cover up, perhaps of that which they have done as Asians and as Blacks, to them all exclude me from any discussions and choice, keeping me out of the equation of having any say in the outcome of events.

 

They have chosen to act to enable a cover up, to create chaos where their presence in one’s head or use of implants may not be used as evidence of their guilt. They want more proof of guilt, where they have made sure that their presence in one’s head alone is not enough, where they argue what about everyone else.  They want proof that it is they whom have been driving me insane, to controlling one’s head to interfering with my mind, proof of experiments, of brainwashing, whilst insisting that nobody is ever going to listen to me. Warning me that they will keep one isolated and on my own and up against them all.

 

It may not be enough to argue that they are in one’s head or know my thoughts or are using implants on me, where it is a way of life, they insist there is not law in acted on this and nobody knows and nobody is going to help and nobody wants to know. They do not want trial where it would take too long and I would never get anywhere, and cannot prove anything and nobody wants to listen so this course of pursuing justice will never work.  Nobody is ever going to believe you, since they just want me married and have me regarded as a liar.

 

I do not know them and have never met these people, they are just voices in one head, but they also want to be as anyone and everyone, so even if I can prove I have issue I may not be able to accuse

those in one’s head or state what that problem is properly, where I am not even sure what the implants are doing.

 

They have made sure that everyone is in the same boat, that if one accuses them, than I must accuse them all, they all want to be and are in effect in this together, and they argue when it suites them that everyone knows, and everyone this and everyone that and so on. But I hardly know anyone, where I am kept isolated and confined to implants and those in one’s head. Where they have made sure that I remain alienated.

 

They argue that nobody is going to believe you, that nobody is every going to listen to you, not that I have said anything to anyone. They insist that I get nothing out of life and nothing out of the work that one does, and nothing out of this mess until one gets married, one just has to cope with their presence and use of implants.  


They also argue that everyone is in one’s head, and knows my thoughts, via broad casted, and

everyone is listening to me and these arguments goes around in circles it all depends on what they need to cover up from, and this case it would be them as an organisation.  They want to counter this

object of everyone listening to one and are getting to everyone, wanting everyone to listen to them, and poisoning them all up against one.

 

Repressed

 

They insist that one is rubbish at what ever one does and are poised to act against one to treat one that to view one in that manner and effecting ones environment and my composure, they are always looking to scrutinize me finding flaws to acting as if one is inept at what ever one does,  that one is rubbish or not good enough or shoddy and want one dismissed and sacked from any job that one takes up.  Running the rule over one and curbing one’s potential earnings, as to how much they are affecting one’s career and employment is unknown. 

 

They are affecting one with implants and being one’s head and forcing errors and forcing me to cope with the presence their wind ups there attempts at making one mad where they are intent on driving me mad and will not leave my mind alone.  Control over the brain is also problem and errors are caused one which the brain does compensate for, but it is going to get to one at some point, and one is going to be forced into an error.

 

Problems range from speech errors, unable to properly say what I want to say, hearing errors, not always able to hear and understand that which is said, where I should be able to pick things up the same as anyone else, but they have techniques to cause this problem including talking in one head a the same time. Typing errors, recall hence memory errors and sleep issues where I am often deprived of sleep, to the constant pressure and arguments over marriage, money and over one thing or another, their presence is a handicap. 

 

 

They insist that everyone listens to them and follows them, where I am accused of being thick, but it shows that they refuse to recognise anything about one, where one is genius like on dealing with this and have used ones intelligence ones brains to deal with this and their presence and have found a way of dealing with this and all the impossibilities that they present,  whilst they are able to follow an easy way out this when they want to, for instance recognising implants when they want too. They accuse me of getting them all into trouble and just talking rubbish.

 

Mix up

They are also able to cause a mix-up as to whether it is me talking or those around me talking to me, or them all in one’s head saying things, as to whether my thoughts are my own or whether it is them in one’s head, whether they are reading the mind or saying things I one head, confusing one as one is reading a book where they also reading at the same time and doing so in their own voices and confusing my as to the sound of my own thoughts. Forcing my thoughts out and to think out loud.

 

Creating a mix up as to whom they are, and whether they alone know my thoughts and of this situation or whether everyone knows, of implants, whether things said are in one’s head or those around me, or on tv, or whether the tv is being dubbed.

It all depends on whether it is in their interest or not too recognise any truth that exist, on what their motives are and what they will admit to, what they have witness, and are they engaged in an cover up or are they just mixed up in the head. 

 

If I manage to prove anything, or if any case issues is recognised they will argue that whites are to blame, whilst they as that organisation or as race corners tend to get away with everything.

 

Fascism

They argue and fight against one all the time and over whatever comes into their head, they argue against whatever I am working or more rather are against one in all that one does. Whether I am writing or trying to sleep or protect my own mind or thoughts or to know my own mind, or to get out of isolation, or make friends, or exercising or giving up smoking, or aiming of justice and trial or wanting an end to the use of Implants, or them all in ones head, or on having to prove the case or this situation and finding a means dealing with things. They are against one from forcing sanity to prevail, from intelligence being used to guide out of this via logic also reason. They are against one’s mind and sanity in all that one does and I find them interfering with one’s mind in all that does.

 

They do not like me, and boast about loathing one in every sense, they have always done so and it is all Fascism, where they are against all that is individual about one, and are prepared to question one as to whether ones thoughts are one’s own or whether I am using my own mind.  I would have to prove the case is as such where it all exist without a trace. I guess proof would be implants, there presence in one’s head, the fact that I have no friends and hardly know anyone and remain

Isolated and confined to those in one’s head, they know everything I know.

I may have to prove induced insanity to control over one’s head too their ill intent on interfere with one’s mind, to being able to control of everything I hear and say to that which I know, and in effect are able to control ones every thought.

 

Implants

 

Proof would be the ability to interfere with ones typing ones written work, where they are messing up my typing and hence writing abilities. This reading of one’s mind hence knowing my every

thoughts, gives them that control over the flow of thoughts through the brain, steaming from mapping the passage of sound through the brain, it gives them brainwashing and the ability to steal thoughts.


Either one’s mind is kept repressed or is kept mind less with them all stealing one’s thoughts hence ones forget lots of things. Both case arguments are valid where they are actively seeking to repress one mind and thoughts hence, they jam into one’s head to repress one’s mind to make it difficult for me to use my own mind and also stealing my thoughts to make things difficult for me to challenge and compete in life and against those in ones head.

 

One’s mind is very much repressed and held back and the slow speed of ones written work and the lack of thoughts that one has, due to the effects the implants are having on one in addition to the lack of sleep and effects of sleep deprivation. It is as if one’s mind has been captured and with held from one. Therefor they are able to read the mind very strongly and know what one is thinking.

 

They want to defeat one and in effect want me to lose my fight against this organisation or this conspiracy or the functions of implants. They want to defeat one in this scenario of wanting one marriage and forced into an arrange marriage.  

 

They are against ones every thought, they go against one’s mind in all that one does, they oppose one’s mentality, and they are very much after one’s head. It is not so obvious but they are jamming into one’s head and using this demand for marriage to pressure one in all that one does; this pressure of marriage is suppressing one’s mind and thoughts.

 

They will argue as to whether my thoughts are my own, as to whether my intelligence is one’s own, accusing me of copying, claiming such thoughts as their own. They intend on coverup from stealing one’s thought’s, one’s ideas, by keeping me repressed making sure that nobody is ever going to listen to one, making sure that there is no trial, and nothing is looked into.

 

They may just want to be seen to be handling this situation, probably just doing things for show.

As that organisation I know nothing about them or history of events involving them, and perhaps they will make sure that I remain confined to who and what they want me to know.

 

They are insane people and Living in one’s head and causing whatever damage they can, reading one’s mind and thoughts and attempting to match one’s thought’s, using their own voices on reading the mind causing a mix up as to whether such thoughts are one’s own.

 

They argue to be helping one, and will argue over whether one’s thoughts are one’s own, and accuse one of being thick, and insane and very much against me being considered intelligent. One uses intelligence to prove that I am not insane alas it is they whom are insane, and such insane people refuse to get out my own head.

 

 

They are causing a mix up a defence for themselves in all aspects of this case, where it may not be just an open and shut cases against those in one’s head and those using implants. They are against everything about one, where they do not want me to have anything to stand on, and making sure that I just go insane.

 

I should be able to argue that I have that person to assist or that person to blame or case notes to stand on or that Truth, or that proof, or that witness or plenty of options in life and things too look forward too, where I have attempted to ensure my own future. I should be able to stand on the fact that I am right, that the case stands and truth is on my side, that they are guilty, and wrong to be in one’s head and to be using implants on me.

 

I should be able to stand on the fact that I am innocent, and have not been doing anything wrong whilst they have been tormenting me all my life. The case stands against them and I have been trying to prove the case to nations. I should be able to stand on one’s hard work, where I am constantly working on things, writing about them, describing them and this situation whilst having to cope with their presence in one’s head. I should be able to stand on my genius on things my theories, or that I have educated my self and continue to do so.

  

They do not want to recognise anything about me they prefer me to be insane whilst they are stealing all of one’s identity, leaving me with insanity, as would be expected from such an organisation. Implants and their presence are making sure that I am damaged, making sure that I do not know my own thoughts, using the idea that one is thick or insane to justify that control of one.  They will accuse me of not knowing what I am doing, but why should they care as to what I am doing, and what they are doing in one’s head. 

 

Refusal to Recognise

 

They are after ones Theories, the money, the value attached to such ideas, they are working on taking things as their own where they will not leave my head alone and allow me settle down to

get on my life or work on things. They insist on marriage first and forcing me to be consider insane and thick and constantly pressuring one. I have to cope with there use of implants whilst they

working against the mind, and brain functions. They want me consider inept and incapable of doing anything, and want to run one’s life to control me for the rest of my life. They just refusing to recognise anything about one, forcing a lie to be true.

 

They know that I am capable of doing anything I set my mind on, and know that I have studied, learnt and considered various things under there very noses. Perhaps they want me to fit in with everyone’s perception of me as being thick and dumb, a character impression they have of me not knowing what one is doing, to a person whom is lost or insane because of implants.  It is a refusal to recognise anything about me and that is expected given that they have no intentions of recognise one’s rights.

 

They insist on marriage first, then they would listen to me or acknowledge what I have to say, they may then recognise something, and will have something to do with me, and will get on with me and would like to talk to me. They insist on being one’s friend and would like very much to become my friend but as along as one gets married. They have this share for me and may make something of one, if I and only after I get married, and complies with their cover up story or their function as an organisation.   

 

They are very much against me getting anywhere in life and always looking to put one down and to cut ones wages and job rolls and argue over what one is capable of doing, of whether I can do the said task or whether I am good enough, they prefer me to get the sack to be dismissed as one whom is rubbish or just another cowboy.  They warn me that they are going to make sure that I never get anywhere and will shadow me and make sure that I will never get on with anyone, or have an relationships with anyone.  As a conspiracy they all like to twist things around to have a lie to be in effect, where the truth is not in their interest.

 

They conspired to drive me insane, and have worked to have one considered insane, always jamming into one head with pressure on marriage amongst other things and I am seen to be arguing and talking to myself. I am seen to be coping with the implants, coping with the control over one’s head, the movements of one’s head and jaws, also control over one’s hand and shoulders which they are using at times. They are driving me mad all the time, making it easier to have me considered

insane and driving me insane where I have cope with the use of implants, and their presence on an everyday basis.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

They are very hostile and insist that I will never get anything out of this,  they pass judgement on me and insist that one gets nothing from this and argue that one does nothing and so one get nothing and they get everything and have done something, the pressure continue with statements of me being conned, that they have conned you and so on. They all act as if one is wrong and a horrible person and insist that I asked for this and will get what one deserved.

 

They insist on marriage and perhaps then I can have something  out of life, and argue to have saved me from this, arguments comes about as one accuses them of being that organisation and conspiracy and considers them all guilty they argue to have saved one, but alas I am not saved from anything with implants used as a way life and for its purpose to one’s identity and one’s life being all erased.  One is just forced to deal with them all in ones head all the time first and foremost.

 

Smoking

 

They do control one into smoking, and always want me out side smoking and pacing about and preventing me from getting on with my life. It is mind control and they are very hostile and angry at one with this intent of stopping me from writing about them or working against them, where everything I do is going to be against there presence and control over one.  They are always pressuring me into smoking, and preventing me from giving up smoking where I am working so as to stop smoking, but they do have control over one’s brain and using that to force me to continue to smoke and to go out and smoke. I am coughing always and do need to give up smoking, whilst they all want to cover up from this control, they have over getting me to smoke. 

 

Conclusion

 

I have been writing this for some time and well it is the 3rd draft, I think it is pretty long but a lot better then the other draft that I have written, I do not think I need to rewrite this not a  4th draft, although I can do better but I do not need to the case is as noted and am upset with some of the data here where I have repeated myself often. I need too stop repeating my self and the 4th draft would just remove the repetitious statements that I have made and put all the same sub headings into one.

 

So I think I drifted from the point of this being about a cover up where they are forcing implants and conspiracy to be covered up the issues is about them being in one’s head, and what they are all doing in ones head and the implants that are found within one.  Implants being a constant problem,

and they are not allowing those problems to be address and covering up by going on and on and on about marriage. 

 

I have plenty more essays to write and would do more so but ones typing is toyed with, and with one head being blocked one has reduced the time that I spend on writing but it means they all go on unchecked  and getting away with their presence and conspiracy against one and the problems incurred by the implants.  They have always concluded that I should just kill myself, no point to me staying alive or living with this in one head and they have thus conspired to make sure that I have no life that one just suffers from the implants and there presence.