SLEEP

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Saturday, 16 March 2019  12:59:59 PM

Update

Sleep is still very much an issue them allowing one to sleep if they want to do  but tend to allow one only 5 hrs sleep and light sleep, sleep which then controlled by them where they are able to put one to sleep when they want and tend to do so mostly in the afternoon after about 1pm.

One is always fighting against that sleep and it is very much a problem if one has read and learns something. Whilst at other times they want to argue in one’s head throughout out the night and driving one mad into their marriage insisting that I agree with their arrange marriage. 

Sunday, 03 March 2019  9:18:28 PM

Been a week since I updated on this and over the past week one has not been able to sleep at all they want one to be suffering from insomnia, because I complain they make things worse for one and are in this of depriving one of sleep and allowing one just minimum amount of sleep during the week.

Often up at night them all getting one up after about few hours of sleep and wanting up and about smoking and arguing over marriage to one being into war games. They are not allowing one to sleep for more then a few hours and that sleep is also disturbed with MF being at times one wakes up angry in things.

Them also in this policy of putting one in a mess whilst one is sleeping and have other means of keeping one awake or waking one up or disturbing ones slip.

From making one cough and having flame in ones throat to blocking up ones air always it is thus also important that I give up smoking. They like to wake one up and to argue in one head insisting on marriage and insisting that I wake up with them all in ones head and doing one head in over marriage it is insanity where they do not want one to know ones own mind and thoughts and are very much in control of ones head as one wakes up. They know what ones mind is working on or what one has thoughts on say to go out jogging or not to smoke.

They mind is active naturally even if one is sleeping but they are dominate over ones head and thoughts and knowing ones mind and thoughts ones mind can be active when sleeping but they know and alas the do work against ones mind. 

Saturday, 23 February 2019

Sleep has been approving over the last week but that is one week in out of 52 weeks in an year.  They have some policy to deprive one of sleep as much as they can that is about 4 or 5 days out of 7 and allow one few days sleep but then warn one and not allow one to sleep for long periods.

Smoking and Sleeping

They do wind one up when sleeping at times and wanting one awake using control to get one up and to smoke, wanting one outside smoking and using mind control to get one up out of bed and to smoke.  It is control that is passed through ones head whilst they all are arguing on marriage or something else.

Interfering and Sleeping

Even if one is not able to sleep one does rest the mind and body and tend to try and put one into mediation and then sleep, one does relax the mind and does tend to wonder of to that which one has done in the day getting the mind too work to recall info and thus forcing about sleep. I know my mind I know what I am doing and what the mind is doing and when relaxing I find them all interfering with one`s mind saying things in one`s head transmitting things into ones head. They

Say many things in ones head and are actively working against the mind saying

Various things to ones being insane to being rubbish to one cannot do that,

Where I am getting the mind working on something.

Dreams and Sleeping

Sleeping at times when they want one to and not really getting 8 hrs or full nights sleep, and I think the brain is lacking in the sleep it something that the brain needs as opposed to being lost, the brain needs that sleep at some point not sure how that all works and whether that sleep is time independent,

As in the brain as such does not work in the same time metrics and will do

What it needs to do perhaps in, 1 hr or in 1 min, where time does not mean anything to the brain.

Well when sleeping and in dream state they are also in ones head and also in control of ones head and sometimes controlling the dream state and what the mind and brain is working on, and able to snap one out of sleep by switching off the MF and put one into sleep with it being on it is same as drawing one into dream state which is just an video or image or movie, mostly nonsense but not really able to recall.

Control and Sleep 

The want control one via sleep, and able to do so putting one to sleep when they want, when one is reading or studying or watching movies and able to put one to sleep into deep sleep when they want. They are stopping one from reading and studying and learning and progressing and working where one needs to be awake to do things.

The brain is just put to sleep as and when they want doing so on regular basis, and not allowing the mind to relax and to take things in to enjoy a movie or enjoy learning something or reading something where one is studying thus one is then not able to follow simple steps if one has not read things.

They use sleep to control one not allowing one to sleep when one should be sleeping and keeping one awake for long as possible. Thus one is always full of sleep, and always prone to them all putting one to sleep as and when they want and when one is getting ones mind to work. 

One struggles to stay awake at times in the day time that is for a period of about hour or so and especially after eating. It is they whom are putting one to sleep and they want to talk to the mind to argue in ones head and putting one to sleep to get ones attention to be saying things in ones head not able to recall what they are saying now but aware of them all when put into this sleep.  They talk rubbish in ones head and I think it is do with experiments and how much the mind takes in or absorbs.

This control over sleep is dangerous, and not so good if one is driving, I am able to fight it off but still it is dangerous and puts one off from buying a house up north and travelling long distances, it is an risk. It seems they like to keep one full of sleep and controlled by that sleep.

Arguments and Sleep

They do like to keep one awake and to argue against one winding one up and getting one out of bed to smoke and to argue and forcing me war games and into incriminating myself, they will not leave one alone until one looks bad or is angry and is deemed to be at fault or to blame and is angry at everyone and hates everyone so on. They argue in ones head on many things including marriage to that of conning one out things in ones life and want to know what I will do. or do as they want .

Repressed and Sleep

Lack of sleep has effects on the brain and keeps one repressed one is not able to do things or inclined to do things as in getting up and going jogging or reading or studying. They are also stopping one from reading and studying and listening to lectures putting one to sleep as and when one does so.

Lack of sleep does hold the mind back to some extent.

Thursday 17 November 2011

Sleeping is an issue, where they are not allowing me to sleep. They have created the problem of sleep throughout my life. Implants are not allowing me to sleep at all, it is control over the brain, where regions of the brain are blocked, or bypassed. Insanity was also used, but pressure is used now, where they are insisting on marriage and intent on keeping me awake, whilst wires around the body are moved about which causes me to itch a lot. 

The organisation has always disturbed my sleep, one way or the other,and was

only an matter of time before they find regions of the brain responsible for sleep and some control over that exist. They allow me few hours sleep but not much and I hardly ever feel as if I have slept, whilst there motives are to cause me problem and to make my life difficult. Hence making sure that I am late for work or tired and not fresh. It is also very much related to experiments where they are learning that much more of how the brain and the mind works when one is sleeping and when awake.

They know what the mind or brain is doing when awake and when asleep,and able to block or bypass the brain knowing the regions of the brain which are used or responsible for various functions and behaviour. They know how the mind works or which parts of the brain and mind is active when awake,and that which is dormant when sleeping and I do feel the have learnt to block aspects of my mind and thoughts, thus keeping my mind is sleep mode or not allowing my mind to wake up. That is aided by the pressure, the shouting where they are actively repressing my mind and thoughts.

 

They know how to interfere with the mind when sleeping and when awake, more so when sleeping, other aspects is the dream states, they have probably gain an better understanding off that. They are able to interfere, and induce some degree of control over the brain and mind when sleeping it is all experiments.

They do make a lot of noise when I go into deep sleep, also some instances of probing of the mind and questioned the mind. Not sure on the noise, could be done to wake me up or could be apart of there mapping of the brain and the passage of sound through the brain. They do have control of sleep but also deep sleep where they are able to put me into deep sleep or are releasing regions of the brain and one shifts into deep sleep.

Deep sleep could be induced by the implants, but one is deprived of sleep and it could be that they are letting go of the regions of the brain at times. Forcing me to sleep when I need to be wake, or to get up early or when studying or whilst driving or revising or watching TV or on the way home but never allowing me to sleep properly. But implants are able to keep me awake hence things are very much controlled. 

Control over sleep is used to upset my pattern of revision,studying, preparation for exams, attending lectures or going to work where I would wake up late, not being able to sleep at all. To tired to repressed to get on with my academic progress. I have not been allowed to sleep properly for an long time, they argue that the will allow me to sleep after I get married. 

This control is used to keep me deprived of sleep all the time, not allowing me to sleep until I get married, and one is dealing with there presence 24/7, where they are keeping me mentally disturbed. Intent on keeping me awake and wanting to cover up by meaning to argue that it is because I drink too much tea or have too much caffeine. They are keeping me awake going on about marriage and driving me insane until I agree. It is the same pressure, continuous day/night, but not sure, I have manage to get a few hours sleep but it is not proper sleep, I do not feel as if I have slept at all.

I am managing to get about a few hours rest, not sure if I am actually sleeping,

because deep sleep feels different from when I am trying to sleep at night. Sleep comes upon me a lot stronger when they are inducing that sleep, it feels different and is very much like deep sleep. That sleep is different where I actually know I have been sleeping and know that I am waking up out of sleep. I go into deep sleep and it is an strong pull and sensation into deep sleep, when I am watching TV or reading or studying or supposed to be working, but I am not allowed to go into this sleep or deep sleep at night or when I want to sleep or supposed to sleep.

They have kept me deprived of sleep throughout my life,and perhaps I was unaware of it but it has always been an issue for about 20 years, on and off but I was unaware of the implants. At times it was put down to stress, or drinking to much coffee or coke or tea that would effect sleep. I an hardly ever allowed to sleep   but all possible causes have been routed out, I do not drink coffee or coke at all or drink tea after 5pm. 

Not sure on the control over the brain which must adapt as I change my behaviour hence stopping coffee allowed me to sleep some. I have slept ok from some time during the period of 20 years but the organisation still wants me deprived of sleep one way or the other and used insanity, and insane sounds, but now they do have control over the brain. They might have had control of sleep regions when in University but that control diminished as one stop drinking Coffee. Therefore it took them awhile to regain control over the respective regions of the brain.

The organisation reverted to driving me insane where control diminishes, and making noises and insane sounds and distracting me at night, with pressure and insane sound and doing what they can to prevent me from sleeping, but I thought it best that I rest and sleep as much as I can. It is better then arguing against insane people or insanity, where they only outcome is that of insanity.

It was only an matter of time before they get control of the regions brain, depriving me of sleep.

They used disturb me in various ways, sometime speaking Indian and telling me to wake up, and able to jog me, to move my shoulder. I did not realise that means control over shoulders, perhaps I did not want that to be the case. They seem more intent on using the implants and control over the brain to keep me awake.

Whilst the mind works in way where when waking up, you are telling yourself to get up to wake up, to get up, and they know that and also are using that control. Other things is that they might have thought it was someone else and are just insane people whom are reacting to that.

     

The Organisation is keeping me awake one way or the other, where they are disturbing me to also having wires around the body move about. That movement is causing me to itch where ever they are moving such things and it is distracting and just done to keep me awake. They are not allowing me to rest at all, not allowing me to go into any from of sleep. 

Problem is, whom are they, could be whites but everyone is behind the implants at time of being awake, I am arguing against all sorts and getting pressure from all various people on marriage and what ever else they say.  Whilst they all admit to wanting to keep me awake, with Asians blacks and whites wanting to do so, and warning me that they will continue to do so until I get married.

On many instances, I am arguing against Asians, Blacks in the middle of the night, and dealing with what ever rubbish they all want to surround me with.

Asians are naming blacks of being guilty, even though things are said in Indian,

it would mean that blacks are speaking Indian which is possible. They do mask themselves up as whites also where I am arguing against blacks but thinking it is whites and so on. Blacks saying what ever racist whites would say or have said.

Blacks are arguing against me and doing my head, using marriage and and want for marriage hence getting support from Asians, and whites whom will argue that they just want you married. Whilst they all accuse me of wanting war, whilst getting more control over the brain, and more functionality of the implants the more they use the implants, that again matches and adapts to the brain.   

Blacks voice warnings of wanting me to stay wake, warning me that they do not want me sleeping, discussing the issue between themselves asking another “you think he will sleep “ the other “I do not think so”.  One reason was that I would be at high risk of brainwashing if sleeping at night, and want me awake.

I insist on sleeping and will handle the implants, whilst they should not be using the implants at all. 

Not being able to sleep means I have another 12 hours to spend, sometimes reading in bed something out smoking, resting and allowing the mind and body to rest, meditating and consigning matters, other times I am writing and also revert to studying where I guess they would put me to sleep. I do wake up sometimes without feeling as if I have slept, and allowed maybe 4hrs or 5hrs of sleep but it is not deep sleep. 

I make sure I get up early in the morning hence would be tired at the end of the day, but I always have to get up at 7am, but they want me to be of bad character using a tactic of putting me to sleep at 6am and so I do not get out of bed until midday, the morning is waste and the rest of the day is also wasted. A back log of sleep should pile up to an threshold, hence I should be able to sleep after that point but that is not being reached, deep sleep last about 10 to 15 minutes which is occurs when watching TV.

Not sure how much the brain can continue without sleep, but depriving me of sleep to messing up my day and life where I have to get up for work. Deprived of sleep to make one tired for the day ahead, or forced to sleeping when watching TV and missing the interesting parts of films, football or entertainment.